I want to be more positive, I really do. But its tough. I’m not losing weight or feeling healthier, I’m more irritable, quicker.

I’m stressed out at my survival job and the work that fuels my passion is either slow right now (acting) or I’m too angry and/or tired – even though I’m getting my sleep in, most days – to concentrate and make headway (writing).

I feel like my life is spinning out of control and can’t find a moment to pause and get hold of it. Not a long enough moment, anyways.

I know it won’t always be this way, but it’s tough to see the forest for the trees right this minute. Thanks for letting me vent.